
So I usually utilize this blog to write really intense things that I don't particularly want everyone to see. That's what facebook is for.
But I find myself on vacation, contemplating "the meaning of life"as usual (go ahead laugh...) and I realize that my time may be better spent by emersing myself in practical things. I was struck by Kierkegaard's idea of the self: the relation. If one is stuck in the realm of the infinite (the abstract) one goes into despair, and if one dwells only the realm of the finite (materialistic) one is also in despair. The "knight of faith" is the one who is able to travel between these two realms--can engage life and think about it's meaning; can be spiritual and embodied; can be ambitious and understand her finitude. So all that philosophical jargon only to say that I've been trying to be more practical as of late. It's hard!
A list of things that help me become more practical:
- Sodoku
- Working towards being one of those super disciplined clean people I have trouble becoming by taking small steps to organize my room, clean and try to follow the to-do lists I make for myself
Thinking about what I want to be when I grow up
Researching possibilities through websites, tapping into my networks and employment search engines- Learning about other countries, looking at pictures of different cities and wondering how realisitc it is for me to live in these places
- Knitting (I made a scarf and I have no idea how to finish it)
- Browsing through interesting blogs about fashion, politics, art, photography and cooking [Yes...cooking. I bought myself a baking book at Borders and it is sweet! Hopefully one day my creations will actually look like the pictures].
And all of this practicality helps balance my philosophical tendency--my tendency to get lost in the realm of the infinite. Life is beautiful--not just because of the way we might interpret it, but there are plenty of beautiful things to see and experience. We'd be missing out by locking ourselves in an ivory tower, or by hiding in our books. In fact, there wouldn't be much to interpret without the content--the living, the experienes.
Picture by Ansel Adams: http://www.anseladams.com/images/assets/main_anselAdamsPhotography.jpg
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